Minimal

I used to always liked prints, loud colours, crazy stuff.. However, just recently, I got so inspired by famous Instagram accounts. Especially those that post very minimal and clean photos. So, I decided to change my style.

It's not a bad thing. It helps me to "relief" my possessiveness with things and the inability to throw away things.

I got rid of a lot of my printed clothing. A lot. And decided to bring in quality, basic clothing, such as plain cotton t-shirts... Mom jeans are also one of them (hahaha)

UNIF needs

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My life:

Wake up by an alarm clock

Go to school

Walk through the hallways unnoticed

Sit in class

Don't get As for tests

Stupid

Unsociable

Weird

Get back home

Studies for 30 minutes

Forget it, I hate studying

Goes to computer

Play Smite

11.30pm- Sleep.

Repeat.

My life is kind of different

Usually people have a social life, get bad grades.

And those that have good grades have no social life.

Well I have no social life and bad grades.

Lol.

Google knows its my birthday

Project Discussion

Top: Online

Dungarees/Overalls: Vintage

Shoes: Dr Martens Dupes

Bag: Kreepsville 666

Went to Alyssa's house today with Bernard and I Lok to do a project. I was late for 45 minutes.

Alyssa served us Mac & Cheese Salad and pizza (my fav) and drinks and dried banana snacks.

We had fun. We laughed a lot. We always kept changing the topic that we are supposed to do. It's funny. We "click" very well.

Stressed out

I have never been so stressed out in my life.

Yeah but I'm still smiling.

Yeah right.

No, seriously, I'm like fucking stressed out right now. I'm thinking about the future. I'm thinking about me being 18 in 1 month. I'm thinking about being an adult with responsibilities and being independent and don't rely on my parents.

And guess what, I have a test tomorrow.

I have this problem of thinking too much.

I should really quit this habit. It makes me angry at myself for not doing my best.

:-(

I have six tests one after another. There isn't any breaks. I have no time for anything. I'm actually squeezing a little time just for this post because I'm really stressed and need somewhere to post out my feelings.

Do I have depression or anxiety problems? I really don't want to have that. It's normal to be stressed out right? It should be normal to be so stressed that I cried 3 times today.

:'-( I really should go back and study now.

I'm so tired and sick (I'm having a flu & a bad stomach).

:'-(

It will end soon.