During the holidays, I realised that social media, the social network, is distracting me a lot from my studies. I didn't get what I wanted for my exams. Many of my friends actually did way better than me. I'm disappointed in myself. Very disappointed.
I don't know what happened during the exams. Was I careless? What did I do wrongly? Our exam papers were not distributed back to us. I have no idea what I did wrong, or what were the concepts that I understood wrongly.
I'm sad.
I'm changing the way I study. I deleted all the social applications from my phone. No more Facebook, no more Twitter, and I almost deleted my Whatsapp. But I figured that I have to keep it because that was how I contact people.
It's sad, that I'm not a genius who can score well in everything. Where the answer just pops into the mind out of nowhere. I'm sad, I have to be hardworking to be smart.
