Yeah but I'm still smiling.
Yeah right.
No, seriously, I'm like fucking stressed out right now. I'm thinking about the future. I'm thinking about me being 18 in 1 month. I'm thinking about being an adult with responsibilities and being independent and don't rely on my parents.
And guess what, I have a test tomorrow.
I have this problem of thinking too much.
I should really quit this habit. It makes me angry at myself for not doing my best.
:-(
I have six tests one after another. There isn't any breaks. I have no time for anything. I'm actually squeezing a little time just for this post because I'm really stressed and need somewhere to post out my feelings.
Do I have depression or anxiety problems? I really don't want to have that. It's normal to be stressed out right? It should be normal to be so stressed that I cried 3 times today.
:'-( I really should go back and study now.
I'm so tired and sick (I'm having a flu & a bad stomach).
:'-(
It will end soon.
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